The Illusion Field of Flowers

My appreciation continues for the pulsating and rhythmic reminder of how blessed, loved and cared for each of us are.  This simple fact gets lost in translation very often.  If it is for the higher good of all, that which manifests on the physical plane, becomes a very precious gift because that gift is not for the individual alone but a constant sharing with the rest of the world by keeping one's vibration high and therefore letting the energy of love move and spread in all direction. There's nothing to be done really - no preaching and teaching.  Just a be-ing. Since all minds are joined, the invisible energy from my Higher Self will flow and connect at the heart and mind level with others.  There is only Divine Mind and therefore this is the surest way to consciously touch on the live connecting thread of unity consciousness.

As I sit on my reclining chair and gaze up at the cool night sky, I offer up the old tendencies of my old life that still keeps showing up when my mind is not gainfully engaged.  It is a reminder to me that the inner journey never began and therefore can never end, and, that the choice always lies with me to remember this Truth.  I was feeling very unsettled because  I was beginning to feel dragged down by some old stories that I used to tell myself in the past which usually ended up in confirming to me what  a looser I am.  I always believed the big mouth of my small self.  But this time,as I sulked away and held a one woman pity party, I suddenly snapped out of it!!  Just like that!!  A deep sense of relief overcame me.  I got it!  At last the reminder of my True Being lit up my mind naturally and without any effort.  Something has truly changed within.  The agony of 'trying to change' is over.  It has became less of a struggle now.  Wow! never thought that would happen!

I can never go back to the part of me that whinged, whined, moaned and groaned about everyone else's hand  (except my own) in my misery.  I realised how easy it was to cheer up others and tell them big spiritual stuff about life and all things wise that they were supposedly ignorant about.  That is the biggest fool's game ever. You know the end of a lost cause when you begin to see it as that - a lost cause. The only conscious reason I will walk over to the field of illusion is when I begin to believe that the field of illusion is growing flowers and that I can actually 'walk' over to that field!  What an illusion indeed.

With Inner Blessings,

~ Lavina ~